Showing posts with label Faith Changes. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Faith Changes. Show all posts

Sunday, August 19, 2018

Convertitis

A great benefit of the Autocephalous Catholic movement is that it can be a home for former Roman Catholics. There are various people who have felt called to ministry but could not exercise it in the Roman Catholic Church. Similarly, there are laity who have been unable to practice their faith because they felt excluded because of their marital status, etc. The movement as a whole offers such variety that literally everyone can find someone or someplace that makes them feel they belong.

There is a downside, however, to attracting the (sometimes disgruntled) former adherents of another tradition. Inevitably, as is our human nature, they can want to re-mold it as "home." Suggestions are always helpful, and we can always improve. But when they are presented in a way that "I come from a 'real' church" or "I was trained properly because of my formation, seminary, etc." it can dampen the creative spirit of the Autocephalous Catholic movement. I have seen it happen before--former Roman Catholic priests (or priests from other traditions) believe they are the most important asset to a jurisdiction because their background or their experience. In reality, we are all just bumbling along on this trajectory called faith. Some may be more experienced or more educated, but it doesn't diminish the insight of the neophytes who are seeking to understand.

Because we are so local in our tradition, there is a real risk of forming communities which center around the personality of the priest. This can be especially risky when the priest brings most of their flock from a former parish. The connection can be to the priest rather than to the faith or the mission. This is, of course, not applicable to every priest who joins the movement. But it is something to monitor, lest the ministry or community suffer from being "a flash in the pan rather than a light to the world" in the words of Fr. Bjorn Marcussen.

Similarly, it is also problematic when people from other traditions bring along the anger and hurt they feel after isolation from their own tradition. I have sat through more than enough homilies about the "wrong that xx church caused me" or "how xx church needs to change" from clergy who were active in another jurisdiction. The reality is that once you've separated from it, you can chart your own course. This doesn't diminish one's experiences, but it does limit us from focusing on our former religious affiliation and centering our future around it. You have the freedom to follow your own spiritual destiny as you feel so called.

It is important to say that those of us who have been in this movement either from the beginning or for years do not have ways in which we can learn and grow. I was baptized in an independent Latin Mass parish and have been part of the periphery of Catholicism all my life. This has its own challenges and problems, as we can become blind to the problems that exist in our tradition. However, it does seem that those groups which adopt their own structures and traditions seem to be the ones that last the longest. Because there is a unifying ethos which brings them together, rather than a perspective of being "on the outside looking in" to another church.

My final thought is that it is impossible to not bring our own traditions and backgrounds into our spiritual journey. Every group has had its struggles when converts come in and bring their traditions to the table. The most apparent in my mind is the influx of former Evangelical Protestants into Eastern Orthodoxy. No transition is seamless, and we can learn from each other's experiences. But converts cannot presume that their way is the best way or that because they came from a more mainstream background that they are more experienced.

"I was the Lutheran with the greatest knowledge of the Orthodox Church, and now I am the Orthodox with the greatest knowledge of Luther. "  - An insightful quote from Dr. Jaroslav Pelikan after his conversion to Orthodoxy.

Saturday, December 10, 2011

The One, True Church...

One of the most frustrating things in Christianity is the perception of the "One, True Church"TM. I'm almost certain some one's trademarked that phrase given how many people claim to be the true faith. Any student of church history realizes the excessive amount of politics, egos, and posturing that goes into the various schisms and breaks throughout Christianity. Each church then claims to be the true church, the on that is the only successor. True, I think the Church Catholic is the proper church, but I likely lump many, many more traditions and people into that category than my exclusionary brethren.

Equally repugnant is when a person joins a new church and presents the image that he/she has now joined the One, True Church. This often follows with proclamations that the previous church in which they served is invalid, worthless, etc. That is unfair to the People of God who received the sacraments from that person or depended upon them for their spiritual well being. One cannot erase their history, and I think it is important to emphasize that a change in denomination is a personal journey. It does not nullify all the actions of the past and it is certainly not desirable to vilify the previous group to which one belonged. Yet, this has happened all too often when Anglicans become Catholics, or Catholics become Orthodox, or Orthodox become Catholics, etc., etc., etc. We shift and grow throughout our faith life and sometimes we come to the realization that we are no longer called to our current tradition. Let us, then, depart as friends without bitterness and anger.

A fool gives full vent to his anger, but a wise man keeps himself under control. - Proverbs 29:1.